maya vinodini raven
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haiyaa..
this is gonna be a depressing postt..
cause right now i m soo depressedd..
i m on the fone wit viveka right noww..
she is such a darling sweet sister..
ii love herr.
ohh yaa..
ii failed in many position so farr..
ii failed to be a good friend to deffany,shima and sophie..
ii failed to be a good sister to my dear yarshini..
haiyaa damn depressed...
hopee to succeedd...
and my dearest yarshini is ignoring mee..
as though i snatched away her guyy..
she claims tat she love me bbut is just from her mouth not from her heart i thinkk..
i miss the old uss..
ii just love her to bitss..
hopee ii gett herr backk..
ii miss herrr.
heyy...
ii amm backk.. hahaa.
ife has been so nice soo farrr..
yeahh..
i found a new godsiss.
NICOLE.
yea..she is a super duper sweet girll.
oh yaa and laugh as though she vibrates..hahaa.
ii amm soo happy too havee suchh a darling sweet siss.
ii lovee herr.
and will make sure tat an idiot will work under her..
hahaa.
yeaa..
ii amm gonna pull yarshinii on tuesdayy.
to prove i am bravee.
ii lovee my yarshiinii.
and we r sharing the same boyfriendd..
wee r such lovingg sisterrss...
ii lovee myyy thangatchii.
shee iss my thangatchii..
okk..
blogg soonn..
byee.
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helloo..
jus soo stressed these few dayss..
but u know whatt..
certain relationships are getting closerr...
hope tat theyy lastt..
and knoww whatt..
I DON'T HAVE ANY FEELINGS FORR YOUU!!!
harl0ww..
yesterdayy wass such an unique dayy..
first i quarreled with yarshini to the extend tat she told her mum tat she didn want to talk to mee..
but eventually a godbro of mine made her talk to mee..
then a princess called deffany came my housee.
and laughed till she fell..
together wif her laptop..
hahaa..
yea..
wen i sent her off at arnd 8..
ii met sophie n shimaa..
yea...
then had to apologize to sophiee.
n she nearly ccriedd..
i was touchedd..
nvmm..
yeaa..
and shima didn even talk to me properly..
like showing attitude..
but she talked over it in the phonee.
yea..
so finally the four of us are back togetherr..
yeaa.
yipieee.
i knew tat if u love a person n u try to get apart from themm u will never will..
if your love was everlastingg..
ii love my itchyy gangg..we rockk..
amalaa..
was such a darling towards me ..
helpedd mee n yarshinii..
nn yarshinii toldd mee tatt.
she loved me so much..aww..
ii love her tat muchh too.
muacksss..
and it was all bcoz of amalaa.
ii lovee youu..
thankss dearieee..
Story of my life
Searching for the right
But it keeps avoiding me
Sorrow in my soul
Cause it seems that wrong
Really loves my company
He's more than a man
And this is more than love
The reason that the sky is blue
The clouds are rolling in
Because I'm gone again
And to him I just can't be true
And I know that he knows I'm unfaithful
And it kills him inside
To know that I am happy with some other guy
I can see him dying
I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna be the reason why
Everytime I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside
I don't wanna hurt him anymore
I don't wanna take away his life
I don't wanna be...
A murderer
I feel it in the air
As I'm doing my hair
Preparing for another date
A kiss upon my cheek
As he reluctantly
Asks if I'm gonna be out late
I say I won't be long
Just hanging with the girls
A lie I didn't have to tell
Because we both know
Where I'm about to go
And we know it very well
Cause I know that he knows I'm unfaithful
And it kills him inside
To know that I am happy with some other guy
I can see him dying
I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna be the reason why
Everytime I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside
I don't wanna hurt him anymore
I don't wanna take away his life
I don't wanna be...
A murderer
Our love, his trust
I might as well take a gun and put it to his head
Get it over with
I don't wanna do this
Anymore
Uh
Anymore (anymore)
I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna be the reason why
And everytime I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside
And I don't wanna hurt him anymore
I don't wanna take away his life
I don't wanna be...
A murderer (a murderer)
No no no no
Yeah yeah yeah
haha..
yea.. my 7th blog... hop to remember the password..
all of a sudden had the feeling of having a blog..
and all thanks to isaac for helping mee..
haha.. haiya..
soo sadd...